I am Tiffany, and I came to New York from Taiwan six years ago. None of my family members are artists—they are fishermen, civil servants, tutors, managers or lawyers. I’ve always remembered how my friend Ruby jeered at my futile attempts to render my stick figures realistic, and how much I admired my cousin’s drawings. In this sense, it’s surprising (even to me) how much a workshop at the Metropolitan Museum of Art has transformed me from an introvert who struggled to express how I feel to someone who is now confident in facing new challenges without wallowing (too much) in self-pity and dread. Art allows me to freeze a moment or scene of beauty in time and enjoy it thoroughly both in creating and admiring it.
“Only in New York,” my dad often tells me, “could you have so many opportunities.” I cannot agree more! One door opened to the next, and eventually I found myself progressing particularly when I looked back at the past “me.” When I admit my areas of ignorance about art (just as Socrates saw himself as “unwise”) I eventually gain more knowledge about art—something I believe is higher than life.
It is difficult to name artists who I like, because I know so few of them. However, Peter Paul Rubens comes to mind because I really like his expressive brushstrokes in contrast to the academic style of the Renaissance. But while Impressionism appeals to me visually, it upsets me that it is difficult to find a deeper meaning behind its creation. The anatomical drawings of Raphael awe me with their expert manipulation of line strokes and thickness, especially after I became an architecture student this semester and found even lettering difficult.
In many ways, culture begets art and art begets culture. Thus, as an American, I really appreciate being able to be part of the Whitney Youth Insights Artists program, where I can connect to people with similar interests and learn from them. Hopefully, I will be able to take what I am learning now and carry it with me into the future (I aspire to be a lawyer). My ideal future would be to retire young and retreat into a utopia by the mountains and the sea, where I could have the time to appreciate literature and art through reading and writing, looking and drawing.
Vellum, charcoal paper, marker, charcoal, pencil
After Hurricane Sandy hit the Northeast, I thought about portraying the immense power of nature and the even greater resilience of Americans, particularly of New Yorkers, since I am one myself. What amazes me most is perhaps how The Big Apple remains the metropolitan capitol of the world, and though there is destruction, there is also healing and rejuvenation – as leaves fall, a new cycle of life begins from the soil the create. The speed and strength of the collective government following the disaster demonstrates to me the potential of our nation.
Photo frame, sketchbook
A few years ago my dad bought me a photo frame at the flea market. The caption “Mom+Dad = Me” struck me because my brother and I left Mom behind and came to the U.S. to stay with my dad for school. I never got my mother’s photo, nor in fact any of the photos to mount in the frame since it simply stood abandoned on my bedroom shelf. So the break represents not only the physical separation between my mom and I, but also the difficult gap between us. The sketchbook is from middle school, a period of time when I felt very distant from my mom. Though this period of irritability has passed, it continues to influence me.